After Three Years...

Saturday, 2 Jan 2021, 2:08 p.m.

AFTER THREE YEARS…..

The last line of the letter read,

“Be happy, I’m always there”

After three years of wait,

Insult and hatred,

She finally wanted to return,

But no,

That’s unfair,

That can’t be done...

 

Dear First Love,

We couldn’t make it together was the part,

Not that we missed the dart,

Not that another chance will bring back those sleepless nights,

Neither will it come back to me with the same prosperous heights...

Yes,

There’s still a part of me that does live just for you,

But...

There’s the entire of me too.

Who broke,

Who shattered,

Who choked,

And battled...

 

She came to me,

She brought me back to life,

She taught me there’s a lot more undone,

She loved me,

She is the cause of my life,

The cause of my thoughts,

And you are the cause of my words,

You taught me to fight for my love,

To feel good to cry for the one you love...

 

You are my past,

She is my present,

You were my first,

And she is my last,

You are the one who begun,

And she’s the one who ended,

You both are my world,

But in different ways,

You both are important,

But from a different place....

 

You showed me,

That even the rainbow’s smile is upside down,

And she came running to me,

Back hugged,

And showed me the half eaten biscuit,

In the shape of a smile,

 

She’s none,

But our Daughter,

Our Queen,

You left us...

And went to the lonely grave alone...

Today, after three years of demise,

I found your first letter,

You didn’t keep your words,

Even after a wait of eternity,

You won’t return,

But a part of you,

The new you lives with me,

We are happy 

But I am not,

Rest In Peace, beloved...

Rest in peace...

-       

---- Anonymous, 02.01.2021